Bella Mae

she is just the cutest darn thing that anyone has ever seen. she is a week already and she is just such a blessing to this beloved and excited family. Just look at her! She is perfect, this Bella Mae of ours.

RUDOLPH AND DECEMBER

I am so Glad that I am in an apartment that loves Christmas as much as I do. Last night my roommates and I just decided to DECK out our apartment in Christmas gear. It has to be the most legit apartment in the complex. Seriously. Snowed windows, Christmas tree. Ornaments from our ceiling, a Christmas wrapped door. It is just so beautiful. I LOVE it So much. I just love this time of the year...AND to top it all off, this semester is almost completely finished. NO more chemistry, no more biology YESSSS!!!!! except I will be taking Microbiology and Biology 201 next, but NO MORE CHEMISTRY! that is seriously the best part. I will miss Dr. Neary though, He is a very good teacher and he makes me laugh a lot. OH tis the season or good feelings! I love it right now!

HMMMMM...

Once upon a time there was a girl. A smart, young, talented, beautiful girl. She was afriad to take a chance. A chance that may change her world forever. She can do anything that she puts her heart to, but for some reason this one thing, this one decision, she could not come to the terms to make a move. Why can she just not be afraid to do something, to just go out and experience that one thing. To show emotion and faith in this ONE journey. Was it because she is scared to actually LOVE something that she isn't really use to loving. To HOLD on to something and to really commit? Who knows. I guess that she will have to learn for herself. I guess that she will have to go out in the world and just actually TRY something that she isn't really accustomed to. She has the strength, she has the passion, she has the will... all she has to do is just go OUT and TRY: EXPERIENCE THE NEW!

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL!!!!

This is what I do sometimes. I go and dance outside, I play dress up, I am just a "special" girl. School has been SO good this semester. Even though sometimes I get stressed out of my mind, This is usually the outcome that I have when I need to cool my self down. I basically love life at this moment!

somethings change...so deal.

Over the last semester at E.A and over the summer I have realized that some of me has changed, and I have learned quite a bit about myself.

• I am no longer that grossed out about Cowboys. Yes the half gallon hats still make me cringe and If I ever spot a cowboy wearing chaps and spurs I would cry. But, they are not THAT repulsive.
• I have an irrational fear of bull sharks...always will, always have. I am afraid that they are swimming underneath my feet in pools waiting and lurking.
• Its okay to secretly want to marry someone and not tell them...even if they already know.
• You can never really rely on people.
• Football Fields are my best friend.
• DO NOT, I repeat DO NOT Let your roommates drive your car. ANYWHERE! Even if it is literally around the corner.
• Its okay to act like a complete tard.
• Try something new, you never know where it will lead.
• Paint is only fun if you throw it at people
• Do not blog about bad dates.
• You never ever know what you will do in a small town...stealing 12 foot signs could be in your very near future.
• I still try to avoid mirrors.
• Its cool to have your best friend just in the next building from your apartment. You always have a friend just a hop skip and a jump away.
• Late night runs for food are the best.
• I sing as loud as I can when I am scared in the dark...Its the best solution. Try it.
• IF I hear someone yelling my name at 3 o'clock in the a.m. It doesn't always mean that someone is dying. It just means that there is a strange sheet of white stuff covering the ground.
• I am comfortable with my singing voice...and apparently so is a boy who wants to stick his tongue down my throat.
• I want to have a family.
• I cant wait to meet the man of my dreams...and I am sure he cannot wait to meet me either.
• ...maybe I already have ;)
• Don't get sick unless you have a pretty awesome friend to help you out.
• Giant slip n' slides are legit.
• You don't always have to look your best to get noticed.
• Your craziest roommates can end up being one of your best friends.
• I hate people who talk behind my back.
• I am glad that I have 5 best friends.
• Sleep is over rated.
• I LOVE MY PARENTS
• I hate the name Skyeller. People who are named that make me want to punch babies. They don't even yell at the sky!
• I hate making mistakes, but that is just a way of life.
• Purple is my favorite color.
• MEXICAN candy is bomb diggity.
• I love jumping into lakes from high points. its invigorating...just like your mom.
• My niece and nephew mean the world to me .
• You have to sing in your underwear at least once in your life
• T-swift sings about my life.
• I am afraid to talk to boys that I ACTUALLY like. I end up looking like a daft cow in front of them... I don't know why. I have so many guys friends that I can sit and talk to for hours. But there is always a boy that I cannot seem to make words come out of my mouth whenever I am around him. UGH! MY LIFE!
• Life is life so just deal.

Reblog of the sunmoondog

When the sun sets, the moon rises, and when the moon sets, still the sun will rise. It is an on going cycle. No matter what happens in life or in the world, that concept will never change. It is a relief to know that no matter what happens, or what ever I may go through and see, I can wake up to the beauty of the sun, and walk underneath the light of the moon. Just having that gives me a sense of faith and trust in myself that is hard to explain.

The moon and the sun tell a parable of life... of no matter what happens, we must still go on. Even though the sun and the moon may have days were the clouds cover them and let them hide from the world. They are still there bringing enough light to lead us the way: They will never leave us behind. We just have to have faith and trust in ourselves to make the next step, and know that no matter what, we still have the moon and the sun to lead us to our next destination.

I dont want to fall another moment

Gravity Sara Bareilles

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on
The ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down

the songs on my playlist. it the very last one. You should listen to it!

Swimming is for frogs

My niece and nephew always want to go swimming or go to the park and play baseball. I am not one to say no to these events, So everyday I too want to go swimming or go to the park and play baseball. Lately it is just a part of life, and I am okay with that. Its pretty legit.

Over the weekend I went to New Mexico, and had a pretty good time. I am glad that Suzie and I decided to go. It was good to see Dylan before he vamosed to Mexico. We rode with his brother Jordon which was a blast. That kid is pretty hilarious, I love riding in a car with a boy who can sing. There is never a dull moment when you have a beautiful voice to listen to in a 5 hour drive. FANTABULOUS! But anyways, We went to an aquarium and a botanical garden. That was very relaxing and beautiful. New Mexico is just so much cooler than hell on earth Phoenix. Here you couldn't walk through a garden with out being scorched. LAMENESS AND A HALF! Oh, and I am going to EA this semester...yay me.

"Where would we be If We couldn't Dream..."

"And I know we get a little Crazy. And I know we Get a little loud. And I know we are never gonna fake It"

"...We Are wild, We are Free, We are more
than you think. So Calls us freaks, But THATS JUST THE WAY WE ROLE!"

oh how I love life.

This is what summer consist of...

Family
Friends
Sun
Laughter
Water
Love
Life
Adventure

and It is a Beautiful thing.

run forrest...or just not.

sometimes running is too much.

Summer magic...

Summer Magic - On The Front Porch Lyrics
Three creaky wooden stairs

Those squeaky rocking chairs

The well worn welcome mat

The lattice vines

The happy times

All I want to do

When the day is through

Is linger here on the front porchWith you

From the wicker swing

While the night birds sing

We'll watch the fireflies sparkin'

Do some sparkin' too

How the hours fly

As the moon drifts by --

How sweet the air

As we stare

At the sight

Oh! How I love to linger here like this

Hold your hand, and steal a kiss

Or two

On the front porch with you

All I want to do

When the day is through

Is linger here on the front porch With you

From the wicker swing

While the night birds sing

We'll watch the fireflies sparkin'

Do some sparkin' too

(Some sparkin' too!)

How the hours fly

As the moon drifts by -

-How sweet the air

As we stare

At the sight

Oh! How I love to linger here like this

Hold your hand, and steal a kiss Or two

On the front porch with you

Yesterday I hung out with toddlers. It was so much fun lol. I made a complete mess of myself when we made cupcakes, but it was pretty legit I must say. Alyssa and I dressed up Barbies with Chloe, While Brittany stayed with sophie.

Then later that night Alyssa, Brittany,Rocky, Georgeanne, Ben, Gabe, Josh(and his friends), and I played Volleyball IT was so much fun. We played in the dark for one whole game it was INTENSE!

...Then later we ran through the sprinklers and got completely drenched. Rachel showed up just in time to join the fun.

....Oh summer magic.